Mahatma Gandhi, some quotes..

Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love
--Mahatma Gandhi

First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.
--Mahatma Gandhi

If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide.
--Mahatma Gandhi

Wumpscut - Hold

Time your time
It fades Away
I feel my time
My life runs out

So hold your darling
Your darling in your arms
Because it leaves
Very soon so soon

Dance again
With me and we
Will find an end
For all I call

Leaving

when a person is emotionally stable n secure
he can even make bad things go good
things only go bad when both sides r emotionally unstable
n cant seperate the REALLY important things from garbage

These days I have been feeling strangely connected with reality... things have taken on a new clarity and people have become transparent..
Somehow I can disconnect emotion from reality.. and make things work for me..
A friend made me realise the power of coiled emotions.. and how you can unleash them or use them to bring peace at times of turmoil...

Wumpscut: Excellent number!

Wumpscut - Wreath Of Barbs
Lyrics

Holy burning hand of wrath
Piercing forever through the heart
And this flaming orbit of shame
Ravages and splits the path

Grinding binding taking away
Needles above the prey
Wreath of barbs

The injection of religion
Has a comalike effect
And bodies lay in decay
Dreaming of a greener day
Grinding binding taking away
Needles above the prey
Wreath of barbs

Open eyes reading nothing
A sky harsh blue grins black

And I bleed and bleed in this wreath of barbs
And I run and run but I don�t get far

Past has been bottled and labeled with Love!

Everyone falls down in their lives.. falls down really low, so low that the only thing you can see around you is darkness.
I dont mean the kind of darkness which comes once the sun goes down. But the kind that comes when no hope is left and your back is to the wall. Something like the story of Doom (the game!) if anyone knows about it.
At that point in time, if you can summon courage within you and take the emotions out of the picture then you will surely succeed in overcoming the problems in front of you and thus rise on the wings of hard work back into the light.
But if emotions continue to remain in the picture then the fall continues. Thus the world is made of two kinds of people, those who could take emotions out of the picture when they were falling and those who couldnt.

Maybe people who read this can relate it with the darkest hours of their life.
Maybe they also had a sense of total loss replaced by cool practical thoughts and thus finding a new source of power with which to fight their way out of the tight spot.
If you indeed have had such moments then it would be good for you to reflect on them so that whatever happens and however black the darkness might seem, you never give up fighting.

Some more words of confidence..

nsylesh:
amachwe: well cant help it if i get the weirdos
amachwe:
nsylesh: na na u dont weirdos
nsylesh: the normal people get u
amachwe:
amachwe: hahahahahhaha
amachwe: that a good one!

Words to increase my confidence.. from a true friend!

155mm says:
btw when u say im cute.. do u mean like u would say ohh look at that cute puppy?
Arti says:

Arti says:
dnt know wht to say
Arti says:
azahar
Arti says:
u crazy
155mm says:
y
155mm says:
thank you

Me and Johnson at Ashton Court.  

I went out walking
Under an atomic sky
Where the ground won't turn, and the rain it burns
Like the tears when I said goodbye
Yeah, I went with nothing
Nothing but the thought of you
I went wandering.

The Wanderer - U2 and Jonny Cash

Questions

Lemme ask you this:
Do you think it is possible to feel love for a girl who is not very beautiful, lives far away, you hardly know her and ofcourse you talk once in a while? Especially when you look back on life and see bombed out relations marking the road behind you.

Under such conditions:
Can you feel a connection? More importantly is it possible for HER to feel it?
Maybe sometimes the connection runs too deep to be felt...

Then ofcourse you have this fatalistic habit of driving people who care about you away from you. Maybe because you never got used to people caring for you for no apparent reason. So my friends I ask you is it possible to feel love when you are hanging one step above animalistic behavior?

:)

Arrested! 

Garbage: I would die for you!

Garbage: I would die for you!

I would die for you,
I would die for you,
I've been dying just to feel you by my side,
To know that you're mine.
I will cry for you,
I will cry for you,
I will wash away your pain with all my tears,
And drown your fear.
ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah
ah ah ah ah ah
I will pray for you,
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true,
Someone like you.
See your face every place that I'm walking,
Hear your voice everytime I’m talking,
You will believe in me,
And I will never be ignored.
I will burn for you,
Feel a pain for you,
I will twist a knife and bleed my aching heart,
And tear it apart.
I will lie for you,
Beg and steal for you,
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see,
You're just like me.
Violate all the love that I’m missing,
Throw away all the pain that I’m living,
You will believe in me,
And I can never be ignored.
I would die for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I would kill for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I will steal for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I’d do time for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I will wait for you,
(ah ah ah ah)
I’d make room for you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I’d sail ships for you,
(ah ah ah ah)
To be close to you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
To be part of you,
(ah ah ah ah)
Cos’ I believe in you,
(ah ah ah ah ah)
I believe in you,
I would die for you.

amachwe: whats a life time of pain compared to a few moments of love

Think about it.... might change your life...

Friends... 

Everyone going wild!  

The city of Bristol from Ashton Court: taken on 14th April 2005 

The Road to Infinity: taken by me on 14th April 2005 at Ashton Court. 

Few facts about girls...

Girls please don't be angry after reading...

If you praise her,
She thinks you are lying
If you don't,
You are good for nothing.

If you agree to all her likes,
You are a wimp.
If you don't,
You do not understand.

If you visit her often,
She thinks you are boring.
If you don't,
She accuses you of double-crossing.

If you are well dressed,
She says you are a playboy.
If you don't,
you are a dull boy.

If you are jealous,
She says it's bad.
If you don't,
She thinks you do not love her.

If you attempt a romance,
She says you didn't respect her.
If you don't,
she thinks you do not like her

If you are a minute late,
She complains it's hard to wait.
If she is late,
She says that's a girl's way.

If you visit another man,
you're not putting in "quality time".
If she is visited by another woman,
"oh it's natural, we are girls".

If you kiss her,
You are not a gentleman.
If you don't,
You are not a man.

If you fail to help her in crossing the street,
You lack ethics.
If you do,
She thinks it's just one of men's tactics for seduction.

If you stare at another woman,
She accuses you of flirting.
If she is stared by other men,
She says that they are just admiring.

If you talk,
She wants you to listen.
If you listen,
She wants you to talk.

In short:
So simple, yet so complex...
So weak, yet so powerful...
So confusing, yet so desirable.
So damning, yet so wonderful.

William Wordsworth. 1770–1850 The Solitary Reaper BEHOLD her, single in the field,
Yon solitary Highland Lass!
Reaping and singing by herself;
Stop here, or gently pass!
Alone she cuts and binds the grain,	5
And sings a melancholy strain;
O listen! for the Vale profound
Is overflowing with the sound.
No Nightingale did ever chaunt
More welcome notes to weary bands	10
Of travellers in some shady haunt,
Among Arabian sands:
A voice so thrilling ne'er was heard
In spring-time from the Cuckoo-bird,
Breaking the silence of the seas	15
Among the farthest Hebrides.
Will no one tell me what she sings?—
Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow
For old, unhappy, far-off things,
And battles long ago:	20
Or is it some more humble lay,
Familiar matter of to-day?
Some natural sorrow, loss, or pain,
That has been, and may be again?
Whate'er the theme, the Maiden sang	25
As if her song could have no ending;
I saw her singing at her work,
And o'er the sickle bending;—
I listen'd, motionless and still;
And, as I mounted up the hill,	30
The music in my heart I bore,
Long after it was heard no more.

:)

Clairvoyant says:
With love even if the one u love dies... a part of u dies with them and a part of them lives on with u.