Dreams.. contd.

Last night I had a dream.
In the dream someone close to me asked me a question.
A question so difficult that I did not have an answer for it.
I did not have smart words to avoid it. I just got very scared. I had been dreaming of such a question and had imagined all sorts or answers to it.
But when it finally came all of those imagined answers fell short of answering the question.

Life is not really complex at all. I just realised that yesterday. The more selfish you are the less complicated it is. But it is very difficult for me to be selfish. Infact I end up putting myself below the other person. That is why it was difficult for me to answer the question.
:)

Seperation of Triangles

I went for a tarot card reading on Monday. The results surprised even me.
The lady told me that I tend to get involved in triangles in all my relationships and I should seperate them out.
Two relations one with mixed feelings backed with a lot energy the other with a definate result with a creative but confused person.

Now how to seperate out something as complex as love? This is going to be an interesting challenge for me.

Dreams

I always have this dream...
I am standing in front of this tall iron fence like the one in front of Buckingham Palace.
There is a large pool or lake in front of the fence with a stone walkway seperating the lake or pool in two equal rectangular sections.
There is a large European style stone building with columns in the distance beyond the pools.
That is where the walkway is leading to.

There are other people standing with me in front of the fence looking at the building.
I am carrying a backpack and some other equipment like a tourist.
Everyone is staring at the building including me. Then I grow tired and decide to move on.
I then enter a very formal looking dining room where they give me a table for two. I put down my backpack and feel relaxed. Feel as if I am in control.
I feel 'complete'.

Something Fishy

"Pisces can give you the impression of being submissive but, in reality, often is a devious maneuver"

Pisceans are the best.

Out of the Blue and into the Black!

The last 24 hours have been the most amazing.
Two major things have happened in my life and one major thing has happened in the life of my Blog.
About the two major things.. lets say one involved being bull headed about something and going through with it.. even though I knew it was not the right way to go about it.
The second one was about letting someone know that I care about them... by avoiding them.
Confused?
Good.

In the life of my Blog, I got my first comment today. The person seems like minded but hasnt commented on my stuff.. which I found strange.
:)
But as they say all journeys start with a single step which includes friendship.

Rotiroro and Love!

Rotiroro and I have not been friends for long.
Yet I see a lot of what I was, in her.
If she does take the unbeaten path, if life does push her then she will achieve what only very few can imagine.
Also it is said that sometimes in life you need to do things without thinking... just coz they need to be done.
I am going to do two such things today. Because they need to be done. In doing them I hope I discover a part of me which I thought to be dead.
Maybe I discover love?
Who knows....