Incomplete

Incomplete
by Azahar Machwe (written on 15th Nov. 2002)

I am incomplete
Like a mirror without a frame
A sword without edge
Looking for a soul, to have a connection
Finding nothing but rejection

I am so incomplete
Without something to keep me
Looking for the touch, the feel
to kiss the one for me
Only thing I feel is empty and weak.

I am incomplete without you
Looking for the light, someone to guide
Open faces everywhere
Closed hearts all of them hide
Finding the key, the salvation for me.

Robert Frost Poem 2

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

-by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost Poem 1

Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening
- by Robert Frost

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

Robert Frost

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Melissa the Goth Princess

She is a strong force in my life... sort of like the piston in the engine.
Whenever I am down she reminds me that I am her special Loser. :) It cheers me up.
Here is one to you Mel!
:)

Love Break

Just like cars use disk breaks and planes air breaks to reduce speed the same way I need something to reduce the speed of my love.
I think if you travel at 120 kmph in a 60 kmph zone then you are bound to have an accident.. unless you have Batman's car and the luck of 007.
I have neither. So how to apply breaks to the feeling of love? Especially when the other side is just not ready for it. Infact I wish the otherside finds someone else.. it will be easier to deal with the loss than breaking love...
These thoughts of love have so eclipsed my thinking that these days I dont feel alone even when I am alone. Just with these thoughts alone I could wander all alone for my remaining days.
She doesnt deserve a loser like me, she has had a tough enough time already. She needs someone who will be here with her.
A friend of mine asked me how do you know that you are in love... its very simple.. when you dont feel alone even if you are all alone in a strange place. When whatever bad happens just the thought of that person being alive and well brings a smile to your face and makes all your problems look small. Just like a bright sunny day.

The one that didnt make it....

Last night (Sunday, 26th December 2004) was one of the best days of my life. Devoted entirely to friends. In the morning my old friend Alok came over to spend the day. Then I spoke in the afternoon to the only girl I can truly call friend. In the evening my two worlds of Amity and Vibhore met.
Thus me, Vibhore, Varun, Deepak, Mantosh, Adesh and Vaibhav all went out first to Maurya (Bukhara) and when we couldnt find a table there to Taj (right alongside it).
At Taj we went to the Masala Art which had enough place to seat 50 people and yet the maitre de made a fuss to find place for 7 people. We managed to make the place smoking even though it was supposed to be non-smoking. Money is the key to all doors! Amazing.

Then the meal began and we had the time of our life. With Adesh teasing Deepak and recounting the story of how I lost my virginity. We had a nice time and it was one night that I would never forget.

Vibhore and Vaibhav then went away, I went with Amity gang to India gate and had an ice cream there. Then we dropped Suri and then me.
Now I am writing this blog sitting in my bed.
I was all wonderful except that I was looking weird and a cat came under our car when we were coming back. :( poor kitty.
I wonder why the kitty had a deathwish to cross a road with fast moving cars running on it.