Alcoholism..

You know you got a drinking problem when most of your stories start with..
"I had just finished half a litre of scotch (or gin or vodka 0r...) ..."

Thats what the story of my life is like. The best thoughts come when I am drunk. What a pity.
The heart thinks the clearest when I am drunk.
I live the most when I am alone.
I live the most when it is dark.
I live the most when I am drunk.
:)
A.