Saturday, May 28, 2005


Long Island Iced Tea at Bar Med. Posted by Hello

Monday, May 23, 2005

An Important Lesson...

For those people dealing with best friends in love...

You just cant be honest with people who are in love

Its because when they are in love the world looks perfect.
They dont want to know anything bad in it. Thus sometimes to show them the bad things in their perfect little world of love you need to take the round about route.

:D


Wells Cathedral, Wells  Posted by Hello


The Brititsh countryside on a rainy Sunday afternoon. Enroute to Wells. Posted by Hello

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Restless..

Another 4am another sleepless night.
Sometimes it feels as if I am at the edge of sanity and a gemtle nudge is all that is needed to send me out into the black lands of insanity. Even sleep seems to have deserted me.
The right way is wholly lost.
Yet this madness will pass too and one day maybe I will feel what it means to be at peace.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Inspired Depression...

It has been a long time since I have posted anything remotely creative on my blog.
The problem is, these days, I have not been feeling very creative.
All the stuff I keep writing about true love, finding your soulmate and showing love in so many wonderful ways. Somehow I have started asking myself does all this even exist?

Maybe the world is divided into two groups, the normal people and the fools.
The main difference between the two is that the normal people do all the right things, think all the right things and thus feel all the right things. This leads them down a happy road where they dont have to think about such heavy concepts like true love and soul mates. Life is clear cut simple and life is good. Ofcourse this doesnt mean that normal people dont have any problems.. they may have strange problems in their lives.. but atleast they try and solve them instead of being like the fools and trying to understand non-existant concepts.

Assuming we were even able to get some understanding about such things (i.e. true love etc.) where would this put us in the context of things.
Would we have a secret which people would be interested in knowing? Would we be happy knowing this? Would we let the secret remain a secret or make it common knowledge?

Somehow I dont think the world would be ready to accept the secret even if we screamed it out from the rooftops because at some level we are all scared of pure and true love. The concept itself seems alien to us.
But why should that be? Why should we be scared of true love and its real meaning?

Some interesting things to waste time on if anyone is interested.

:)

And before anyone thinks it.. I was NOT drunk when I wrote this.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Me and marriage..

Recently I got my marriage prediction from Indiatimes.com...
Here is a juicy bit from it:
Your spouse will be very fair, sentimental, moody, good looking, younger by 6 or more years .

According to my study on your chart, chances will be high between October to December 2005 and again chances will be very high between April to June 2006. This is a good time for marriage and I feel you marriage will take place in above period,


So by looks of things im gonna marry a school kid.. coz im 24 now.. n she would be like 17/18!
hahahaa very funny the whole thing sounds!
I cant believe i paid 3 pounds for it :D

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Another Testimonial to my madness

Infinite Improbability says:
but u can do with a preview
Infinite Improbability says:
u kno a 'sneak peek'
Infinite Improbability says:
hehehehe
rosh says:
ur crazy
Infinite Improbability says:
ya tht i kno

Thursday, May 12, 2005

About Action in Inaction...

The Gita says that the person who can see the action in inaction and the inaction in action is truly an enlightened person.
This I think is specially true in this age where people are often judged by what they do rather than what they didnt do.
What people miss out on is that not doing something is also an action. Many times not doing something is the hardest bit and thus we do something with the best of intentions.. but in the end it turns out that it was better not to have done anything at all.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

http://photos1.blogger.com/img/48/2806/1024/Love%2520chart.jpg

check out this piece of junk
it says me (Pisces) n Libra: fairytale romance
ya i guess they mean romance is gonna be a fairytale
something made up n not really there!
hahahhahahah

n me n Leo: A romantic couple
ya i guess a 'tigress' dining on fish could be romantic ;)
hahahhahahah

PISCES (taken from: http://www.romantic-tips.com)

When you get involved with the other eleven signs or another Fish different reactions occur.

PISCES & ARIES: - You are far too sensitive for the aggressive Ram. You will be left behind to drown in your sorrows. An unfortunate match.

PISCES & TAURUS: - This is not a bad connection, however the Bull can get upset with your impractical nature. You, on the other hand, may find that the Bull is too stubborn.

PISCES & GEMINI: - Your emotional blackmail will usually hold a Gemini, however sorrow almost always prevails. A very destructive union for both parties involved.

PISCES & CANCER: - You belong together. You are both sensitive, weepy and love to dwell in self-pity. This is a great match, certainly lasting, however someone negative and moody.

PISCES & LEO: - You are doomed in this alliance. The Lion is too outgoing and you are far too sensitive. A hurtful relationship with little substance.

PISCES & VIRGO: - This is your polar attraction. It can be extremely perverse in the bedroom, but difficult at a mental level. You are impractical and this will really try the Virgoans patience.

PISCES & LIBRA: - You are both creatively inclined, however you are just not sophisticated enough for the Scales. Librans also have trouble putting up with your emotional whims.

PISCES & SCORPIO: - This is a highly sexual union. You love to be possessed and cared for with the deep, warm affection that the Scorpion can provide. Truly a match made in heaven.

PISCES & SAGITTARIUS: - This is not your best alliance as the Archer's non-committal nature will hurt your tender heart. Your daily melodramas will drive the Sagittarius away.

PISCES & CAPRICORN: - This is not a bad combo in general however, you will probably run around on the Goat due to loneliness. You are also too wasteful for the Capricorn to deal with.

PISCES & AQUARIUS: - This is not the best union. The Water-bearer is far too cool and detached for you. Your tears and tantrums will soon tire the Aquarius.

PISCES & PISCES: - This is an emotional connection. Extremely good in the bedroom, but difficult out of the bedroom. You both crave attention and affection yet you want to do your own thing. Exhausting but exciting.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Mahatma Gandhi, some quotes..

Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love
--Mahatma Gandhi

First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win.
--Mahatma Gandhi

If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide.
--Mahatma Gandhi

Wumpscut - Hold

Time your time
It fades Away
I feel my time
My life runs out

So hold your darling
Your darling in your arms
Because it leaves
Very soon so soon


Dance again
With me and we
Will find an end
For all I call

Leaving

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

when a person is emotionally stable n secure
he can even make bad things go good
things only go bad when both sides r emotionally unstable
n cant seperate the REALLY important things from garbage


These days I have been feeling strangely connected with reality... things have taken on a new clarity and people have become transparent..
Somehow I can disconnect emotion from reality.. and make things work for me..
A friend made me realise the power of coiled emotions.. and how you can unleash them or use them to bring peace at times of turmoil...

Wumpscut: Excellent number!

Wumpscut - Wreath Of Barbs
Lyrics

Holy burning hand of wrath
Piercing forever through the heart
And this flaming orbit of shame
Ravages and splits the path

Grinding binding taking away
Needles above the prey
Wreath of barbs

The injection of religion
Has a comalike effect
And bodies lay in decay
Dreaming of a greener day
Grinding binding taking away
Needles above the prey
Wreath of barbs

Open eyes reading nothing
A sky harsh blue grins black

And I bleed and bleed in this wreath of barbs
And I run and run but I don�t get far

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Past has been bottled and labeled with Love!

Everyone falls down in their lives.. falls down really low, so low that the only thing you can see around you is darkness.
I dont mean the kind of darkness which comes once the sun goes down. But the kind that comes when no hope is left and your back is to the wall. Something like the story of Doom (the game!) if anyone knows about it.
At that point in time, if you can summon courage within you and take the emotions out of the picture then you will surely succeed in overcoming the problems in front of you and thus rise on the wings of hard work back into the light.
But if emotions continue to remain in the picture then the fall continues. Thus the world is made of two kinds of people, those who could take emotions out of the picture when they were falling and those who couldnt.

Maybe people who read this can relate it with the darkest hours of their life.
Maybe they also had a sense of total loss replaced by cool practical thoughts and thus finding a new source of power with which to fight their way out of the tight spot.
If you indeed have had such moments then it would be good for you to reflect on them so that whatever happens and however black the darkness might seem, you never give up fighting.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Some more words of confidence..

nsylesh:
amachwe: well cant help it if i get the weirdos
amachwe:
nsylesh: na na u dont weirdos
nsylesh: the normal people get u

amachwe:
amachwe: hahahahahhaha
amachwe: that a good one!

Words to increase my confidence.. from a true friend!

155mm says:
btw when u say im cute.. do u mean like u would say ohh look at that cute puppy?
Arti says:

Arti says:
dnt know wht to say
Arti says:
azahar
Arti says:
u crazy

155mm says:
y
155mm says:
thank you

Friday, April 29, 2005


Me and Johnson at Ashton Court.  Posted by Hello

Saturday, April 23, 2005

I went out walking
Under an atomic sky
Where the ground won't turn, and the rain it burns
Like the tears when I said goodbye
Yeah, I went with nothing
Nothing but the thought of you
I went wandering.


The Wanderer - U2 and Jonny Cash