Thursday, March 31, 2005


Four of Disks from the Thoth Tarot Deck.. representing the Security Structure...  Posted by Hello

Tuesday, March 29, 2005


This card describes my life perfectly. Posted by Hello

Turning my back on home and hearth...
rejecting everything nice...
on a lonely journey of life..
"Miles to go before I sleep"

Excellent Quote!

To dare to live alone is the rarest courage; since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field, than their own hearts in their closet.

- Charles Caleb Colton

Vanilla Sky...

Today/Yesterday saw Vanilla Sky. It is one of the best movies I have ever seen.
Right next to 12 Monkeys.
"I will tell you in another life, when we are both cats"
Man thats so profound! Who comes up with stuff like that? That person surely has a non-linear thinking process.
Just when life couldnt get worse.. you see a movie like Vanilla Sky and it makes you feel strange.
It is all very very strange.
:)


"We are afraid to live, but scared to die"
- Inderpal Bahra

Ancient Egyptians believed that upon death they would be asked two questions and their answers would determine whether they could continue their journey in the afterlife. The first question was, "Did you bring joy?" The second was, "Did you find joy?"
-Leo Buscaglia

Q1: Did I bring joy? -> Id like to think I did.
Q2: Did I find joy? -> Too bad I cant lie.
:)

Monday, March 28, 2005


Me, Rawat and Raj (Right to Left) Posted by Hello

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Choices..

Everyone always has two choices.. just two choices.
You might have 10 choices in front of you but they can always be neatly divided into the basic two choices.
The high path or the low path. Facing a problem or running away...
both choices have equal merit. Sometimes the desperation levels are so high that running away is the only logical choice one has.
At other times running away is the last thing on our minds.
What truly decides it for us is the fact that how attachted are we to the answer to the question that has put the choices before us.

Whatever talk we may generate about the choices... in the end it comes down to the two.
There is no escaping it. No hiding from it. The only reason we get confused is because we try and confuse ourselves by inventing more choices than their are. Maybe we dont want to face the hard truth that our options are limited. But this confusion leads to more anguish than accepting the hard truth.

So as the poem from Robert Frost says..
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."

Maybe by facing the two choices we can make a difference.

Azahar Machwe
27th March 2005

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

About me..

Pure Perfection~~ says:
ya if someone likes weirdness
Pure Perfection~~ says:
bang on
Pure Perfection~~ says:
ur the best

Thanks Pure Perfection! you just made my day!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Physics of Life, Happiness and Pain

Everything has a source or a sink.
For example when you are feeling cold and go and sit in front of the fire, the fire is the source of the heat and you are the sink.
When your having a bath, source of water is the shower tap and the sink is the drain.
The same way emotions also have sources and sinks.
Some people spread love and happiness, thus they becomes sources. Some people absorb the happy thoughts and become happy themselves. They are the sinks.
Similarly some people spread pain and sworrow, knowingly or unknowingly, this affects the people around them.
Thus we should be the sinks for pain, we should absorb pain from life so that it doesnt pile up. At the same time we should be sources of happiness so that happiness doesnt decrease.
:)

Monday, March 21, 2005

Condition 31

Condition 31 of the Bristol City Council prohibits strippers from removing their G-strings under certain conditions.
I wonder which lucky guy gets to make rules like these!

Sad lines

I think I'm gonna die today

Everyone who hurt me's gonna pay

How can such a short time feel so long?

How can such a young life go so wrong?

-- 'So long' by Everlast.

What sad yet wonderful lines. They fill me with awe and sadness.

Saturday, March 19, 2005


A foggy morning in March Posted by Hello

Friday, March 18, 2005


Blood on the door!  Posted by Hello

Aftermath..


Garbage bags guard the door! Posted by Hello


Sexy hands.... Posted by Hello


The 'bloodbath' Posted by Hello

Monday, March 14, 2005


Force of Nature... Posted by Hello


The Caribbean paddy fields Posted by Hello

Sunday, March 13, 2005


A cold Sunday morning in March Posted by Hello


Bowling Lane 25 Posted by Hello

Sadness..

Whenever I feel really really bad, whenever I feel as if my world is collapsing around me. I think of my mom and dad.
Thinking of my dad reminds me that I have to do great things..
Thinking of my mom makes me strong..
Thus one thing gives me motivation and the other the strength to pull myself out of whatever hole I have fallen into.