About Love.. again..

Compatibility chart 


amachwe: i just cant stand how practical she is.. yet i admire her for it.. i like her for it.. and i need her for it.


amachwe: if u were to ask me
amachwe: tht tell me one babe who i felt closest to
amachwe: or felt u can say tht who could be my life partner


Who would that babe be?
:)

Emotional Nuclear Bomb

A TEAR ON MY PILLOW

Author: David G Teves

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead



Aaah 

If the radiance of a thousand suns,
Were to burst at once into the sky,
That would be like the splendor of the Mighty one.
I am become Death,
The destroyer of Worlds.

-- Bhagvada Gita

Me with the Chef... 

South Indian evening.... 

The FOOD! and the Chef 

B-52 dropping cluster bombs. Amazing... 
More info.

Me as Astrology puts it..

nsylesh: Broad head. tall figure. Long nose, bright eyes. Charming and graceful appearance with fair complexion.

amachwe: me?
nsylesh: He will be refined, soft spoken, pure hearted and an innocent looking countenance. In case he happens to occupy a very high position in the society, he will not like to express pomp and show and will dress like a simple-ton. He gives respect to all and particularly women folk.
amachwe: wow
nsylesh: i am not quiet sure of the charming and grarceful
amachwe: i am charming n graceful but go on
nsylesh: It is not easy for others to find out the underlying merits and demerits. It is only after several acquaintances and dealing one can come to a conclusion about the behavioral aspect of this native. In most of the cases, it has been noticed that there will be black mole around his waist or on the face. A slight reddish colour is noticed in his eyes.

nsylesh: He will be very plain in his dealings and will show utmost sincerity in all the work he undertakes. He will not deceive others and would not like to cause any trouble to others. So much so, due to his inherent good behavior quality he often lands into uncalled for problems. While he is plain hearted, he will not subdue to any pressure and will not bestow full confidence on anybody. But once he takes into confidence a person nobody can change him
amachwe: But once he takes into confidence a person nobody can change him
amachwe: /??
nsylesh: He will not take any hasty decision, whereas full consultation. With trusted persons will be obtained before coming to a conclusion. While he is very much involved in all the activities he undertakes, usually he is a lazy fellow.

Even in the state of conflict he cannot utter harsh words directly to any person and in spite of difference of opinion he will not like to express his unhappiness to others. Any discussion he makes with others will be without expressing any ill-will. He is bound to shoulder much responsibilities at a young age. Due to this he is fully trained to shoulder any responsibility with perfection. Once he is convinced that any action carried out by him or words uttered by him happens to be wrong he will not hesitate to repent and express sorry.


amachwe: go on
nsylesh: thats it

Smoke on the water, fire in the sky AND B-52 bombers

My dream is to be standing on a B-52 bomber and cluster bombing an area... it is the ultimate thrill. I got a desktop image of a B-52.
Destruction and death.
:)

Another sad song...

I dont know why I keep adding to this blog. Its insane.

The Long and Winding Road
by The Beatles
The long and winding road that leads to your door
Will never disappear
I've seen that road before it always leads me here
Leads me to your door

The wild and windy night that the rain washed away
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way
Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried
And still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door

But still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't keep me waiting here (Don't keep me wait), lead me to you door
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Police with dogs! Scary ;) 

Party time 2 

Party time 

Me and Stupid?

angel eyes says:
oh trust me
angel eyes says:
i knew it was u
angel eyes says:
only u could be that stupid

I always wanted to stand out in a crowd! And now it has been proved that I do stand out in a crowd! :D
I am the happiest man on Earth today!
Thanks angel eyes!

Love and Loneliness

Love is:
You are that flower which spreads its scent,
in the streets of my heart.
Whether its a short trip or a long journey,
lonely road or a bustling fair,
when I remember you,
I feel lonely in a crowd.
The farther away I get from you,
the closer you come to me.

The scene I imagine is travelling through north India by car. Watching all those small villages and towns roll by as the sun sets slowly. In my heart the loneliness will no longer be there if I have that someone special, their face in my heart. And I know that at the end of my travels.. at the end of the long and lonely road... someone will be there to welcome me with open arms and a open heart.

Till then, I will keep wandering, searching on those empty highways.. for someone.

This reminds me of the times when as a kid and then as an adult, I used to travel around north India, heading to a hill station or a town in a car. Sitting on the front passenger seat. I was never fond of the back seat. Always finding it a bit of a bore. The front seat was where the action was.

Passing all those small small roads leading off from the main highway. Where would they end up? In a village or do they meet with more roads leading off into the horizon. Then I would pass these small villages and towns. Bustling with people, sometimes near dusk the tiny lights of the houses and large lights of the eating places and shops would turn on. So many lives.. so many existances. Do they ever look at the cars and try and imagine where the people travelling in them are coming from or going to?
Seeing so many destinies passing them by must be indeed a moving experience for anyone.
Who knows who ends up where. Who takes what path.
Maybe someone is from hot and humid Mumbai, going to see the Himalayas from Manali, a family from Delhi in that car taking the kids out for the annual summer holiday to Shimla or Mussourie. Those four gentlemen in the car? Maybe they are going to Haridwar to immerse the ashes of a loved one into the holy river Ganga.
All very strange and mysterious. Isnt it?

CARA Laughs

CARA: Construction And Repair Agent
My first creation, my first acronym going to the International Conference on Computing in Civil Engineering, Cancun, Mexico.
Lets hope the paper gets accepted. Then CARA will really laugh!
:)

Does God play dice?

Einstien, in 1973, said: God does not play dice.
He meant God does not do things 'randomly' and thus the future can be predicted from the past and the present. He said this against the quantum theory.
In reply Stephen W. Hawking, in 1975, said: God not only plays dice. He also sometiems throws the dice where they cannot be seen.

I think God does play dice but the odds are heavily tipped in Gods favour. So 9 out of 10 times God wins. Future is predicatable, but within finite non-zero error limits.

Me, sick. 

Past meets Future

A new friend is introducing a kind of life I have never seen. Being settled outside the house. Belonging to some place. Belonging without any conditions.
Why do I remember things I have forgotten.
I always imgine myself wandering all over the world with the image of that one special person in my heart. I know the day I have that person I will be able to do anything and go anywhere by just keeping that image in my mind.
Till today my heart has been a one way road. Things keep going in but very few things are allowed out. This will change one day. Soon I hope.
When will I get that image to make me complete? When I will stride forth into the world.
Look up to the sky and see not the cold and empty stars but a face, an image.

Mountains and Poetry

Me in Mussourie (all the girls my email is in the profile!)
While uploading this image a friend was reading poetry to me.
And for a second it felt I was transported back to the mountains which you can see in the picture above.
;)
I wish travel were that easy and cheap! Want to travel just listen to poetry.

About Love..

For something so fundamentally positive.. love does have its dark side. It is responsible for making more than one set of friends mortal enemies. Love is responsible for the dissappearance of countless civilizations into the sands of time.
Maybe I am drunk but suddenly love seems a very dangerous thing for me!