Burn out...

I am burning myself out.
Can't seem to be able to fall asleep.
People will ask me to get some help.
I will tell them I am all right.

I have not gained anything.
I have not lost anything.
There are times when I feel I will break.
But then I shrug off the blow and move on.

Nothing really changes.
I keep coming back to the same milestone.
Always alone.
Always happy.

Yet everything changes.
The milestones look the same yet they are different.
I always have someone.
I am always sad.